Tonight was SO MUCH FUN, GUYS! Like seriously! I stopped booking shows for a while, and tonight there was one that someone else was putting on, and just seeing everyone I haven't seen in over a month was so amazing. I seriously feel like I left the universe, and now I'm back. I can't wait to start doing it again! Awh I just like it so much being in a community where everyone likes me and everyone thinks I'm important... haha. I'm just so happy right now! I'm so happy that I don't even care that I'm snacking on popcorn right now even though I've already deviated from my calorie plan in the form of grapes and a pickle. Oh freaking well! Tonight was beautiful.

I realized something at the show. You know why I like hunger? It mimics the feeling of vibration in your tummy that you get when the music is loud. And some of the happiest moments in my life, the freest moments of my life, have happened during those vibrations.

Well tomorrow is another day, most importantly my best friend's birthday party. I'm liquid fasting all day before the party so I can avoid excitement-snacking. We're mostly having pizza, which I can't eat, and other junk food that I'd be embarrassed to eat in front of people. Like the only things I'll be able to eat are crackers and cucumbers. I'm stringing Christmas lights all over my yard and putting blankets all over the ground and it'll be beautiful!