Day 5...

ABC is not doing good for my body.

I can't sleep for anything, my skin is painfully dry and I look sick. Like really sick. This all, however, could be a coincidence, completely unrelated to ABC. Oh well, vaseline and make-up will have to fix this for now.

This shouldn't be so hard, as I haven't been following closely enough. My moments of weakness always seem to overshadow hours of strength. I went over on my calories yesterday, but after that, I realized that 'going over' on a 100 day means around 200 calories, and so today, a 200 calorie day, should be super easy. Right? I'm trying to go as long as I can today without eating, and finish eating late, because that's what helped me stay perfect that one day. ONE day. Hah. I'm pathetic. I can't even get through 5 days of this.

But it's a process, and I need to keep reminding myself that. I shouldn't expect it to be perfect from day 1. But I WILL finish ABC. As it goes on, I will perfect the art. I just really wish I had a scale!!! My mom says the batteries might just be dead, so let's hope it's that. But who knows when we can buy new batteries.

My family says I look like I'm losing weight.
I don't see it at all.
Right now I feel like I weigh 10,000 lbs and everyone is kidding themselves.