-Add tons of thinspo to my Photobucket
-shower
-shave my legs
-drink 8 cups of water
-do the dishes.
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I fantasize about ideals and absolutes. Bodies that can't exist, governments that only work in theory. Purity. Extremes. That elusive end of the spectrum that only exists in your mind. Skin and bones in perfect, fairy-tale alignment. I'm obsessed with the idea that everything, everyone, exists on a spectrum. This blog details my journey to the better end.
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- You know what they say--if all else fails, start A...
- I always get home from school and am like, ravenou...
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- DECEMBER PLAN!
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- You know how everyone always says "Tomorrow is ano...
- Also fasting for the rest of today. I know if I ea...
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- Things I have to do before I'm allowed to eat toda...
- FOOD IS DIRTY
- AHHH
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- The only one home besides me is my brother. He's a...
- Hunger affects me now more than it used to. I get ...
- I had to deviate from my plan twice today! Well le...
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- Not done.
- My parents are going to be gone for four days! Fri...
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- So far after getting home, I've had a small apple ...
- Chugging water.
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- TRUTH:
- Restriction:800cals of raw fruits and veggies. Com...
- Right after my last post I weighed again... yep, i...
- People are going to find out. It's just inevitable...
- I don't want to be "that girl" who's all petty and...
- I've had 220 calories today. That's good. I cut la...
- Bruised bloated bleeding belly. New plan? Don't ea...
- In a fucking bad place. Legit. I have no means to ...
- Sadly, this has just become a blog about binging.
- Why does one little binge make me gain like SIX PO...
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- Things are really weird right now. I can't describ...
- -.6lbs.UhhI don't have much to say.
- -1.4lbs! I really have no idea how long this is go...
- "Though I suffer from dyslexia, and mild manorexia...
- Wow, reading old e-mails. Old e-mails from the 8th...
- Rant.
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- This blog is for me and whoever wants to read it. There must be some people who think like me and I figured this was a good way to find those people. If you read my blog and want support/want to support me in my/your/our efforts to reach the glorious land at the other end of the spectrum, email me.
wow I wondered where u had been, haven't seen a post from you in forever...then I realized blogger is totally fucked! it hasnt been posting like any new entries from anyone in the 'News Feed' bit that tells you when there are new posts.
ReplyDeleteglad your well
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